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nights of madness

2006-03-13T10:24:00.000-08:00

seeing you again is something i would fain
and no, you didn't appear in my dream again
so delighted that i was talking to you
so delighted that i almost went insane

even though i reacted like a stupid fool
and quite sure not your definition of 'cool'
your ravishing smile left such impression on me
now i really wish everyone is back in school

i guess it'll be a long time before we meet again
maybe forever, or maybe after the next rain
but your reappearance brightened up my life
before that, i was struggling in the drain

the 2 nights of madness may not have changed you
and i know there was nothing more i could do
but i'll continue to admire your elegance
that memory itself, is still quite beautiful

my world

2006-01-04T20:35:00.000-08:00

picture

2006-01-04T19:56:00.000-08:00

picture

i stood there at the corner looking at you
so pretty, almost beautiful
at that moment i'm sure
that i've saved my mental picture of you

yet throughout these 2 years, i only knew you by name
that itself seems more like a game
and so many people around me knew you like a friend
seemingly justified that i'm nowhere near a man

i almost wanted to have a picture with you
no camera, and no guts to make the move
so i remained at the corner hopelessly waiting
which has happened so many times in my life, without a clue

that was probably the last time everyone's together
my regret will certainly last forever
but i'm glad i still have that mental picture of you
so best wishes whenever wherever.

dream

2006-01-04T19:54:00.000-08:00

dream

seeing you again is something i would fain
and last night i saw you in my dream again
i was so happy that i could finally talk to you
but all ended when i was awoken by the rain

dressed in black as we were by the pool
still as pretty, still almost beautiful
it seems to be more than an obligation
as i was so attracted to you like a crazy fool

i was definitely having the time of my life
even thinking you as the possible wife
i wondered if you would feel the same way
even in my dreams, this thought was so rife

i even had a camera ready in my hand
for no regrets again, even in my dreamland
i was so delighted when you finally agreed
too bad it was only a dream that had to end

as the raindrops splashed itself on the window
i opened my eyes, still head on the pillow
i tried to force myself back into my sleep
until i realised everything was just pseudo

but isn't it better to have such perfect memories
something that would end up in no worries
and since i do not even know who you are
i shouldn't try something funny, as in the movies

i should really stop thinking of you
it's a day that i should start brand new
and you won't be short of admirers
but as always, may god bless you